When do you know when you've had enough

The age old question isn't it?
When to tell when you've had enough whether its having fun, or just in general and you've had enough of everything.

For me its more of a game. I know I've been playing a lot of Crowd control Zootr's (Zelda: Ocarina of time randomizers.) A lot this month and I apologize but its been so much fun as this has been the most active sessions I've had since I started. While I try to limit how much I'm actually repeating content, trying to keep everyone entertained as much as possible, being able to play and having my chat making things difficult has been really fun for me and has changing the game every time we've played.
One of the reasons I'm saying I have to say enough is I don't want this to be about money. I want my channel to be a safe place for everyone to laugh and hang out without worrying about something else they have to pay for. While I do deeply appreciate all the support for those of you who do use your hard earned money to do so, I don't want to make the channel all about that.

Does it make for good content?

Yes! Of course!

Can too much of a fun thing be a bad thing?

YES!

The second reason is more of a personal one so I will flat out say it. I don't want to push my luck and continue. Like I said, I don't want the twitch channel to be, "Oh, you have to have money to have fun! If you don't have money then you can't join in on the fun!" I want everyone to have fun. Regardless of money or what not. I don't want to exclude everyone while making sure I also have fun.

I know I'm supposed to view things the business way of doing it. I adore the fact ANYONE would consider subbing to me. I'm just a boring person playing games on the computer. I'm not the most outgoing person in the world. I like the escapes the game world brings. Unrealistic, maybe, but its enjoyable. That's one of the things I absolutely love about the gaming universe. In my opinion, that's one of the best part of the gaming universe. Its an escape. We can control what is going on in that very moment.

So while I'm having the most fun I've had in a very long time I'm making the conscious decision to change games. Do I want to continue it. By all means. I feel like I'm pushing the boundaries too much too keep going. Its probably unfounded. I wouldn't doubt that it is. I just don't want to push my luck any more than I already have. That's the important thing.

Thank you all for those who supported the crowd control. It wouldn't be as much of a success without any of you. There will be more to come! I just want to step away and take a breather. Now what can I do to sate the craving of chaos. I'm not sure. I'm sure we can create chaos other ways. I do want to dedicate time specifically to them. I just don't know what I'm going to do and how to do it. Just like with anything else. I hope you all will continue to hang out while I'm stumbling to figure out what to do and how to do it.

Thanks for listening to me ramble. This is the end of my ramblings.

Who am I kidding? There will be more. Just not tonight at least.

Have a good night everyone!